keine-eier

Figured since I'm back online I should update this...the last one was from like 2 years ago.  Not got much to write, just that life is good, I'm livin' with my girl right now, and havin a good time.  See ya at the forums

:sad:  its been tough for me around my house for reasons i wont get into right now...but id like to thank all the deviants for putting up with me and sorry to any ive pissed off

I just read the lyrics to the song "Reflection" by Tool, and they are amazing.  They put me in a calm state and opened my mind, so i figured id write them down so i could come back to them soon, and perhaps, so someone else could read them and be touched by them. here they are:

Reflection by Tool

I find that I can see a light at the end down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole.
Defeated I Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
It's source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites dreaming dreams.
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't want to be down here feeding my narcissism
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.

So crucify the ego before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind

Just let the light touch you and let the words spill thorough
Just let them pass right through, bringing out our hope and reason.

before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.